The dark drowning me

木已 Muyi

Fighting against all odds

Slowly fading dignity and grace

Embracing all fears and sympathy

Why do you always tear me apart?

You want to see my deepest depths

But I can't let it drift away

That's why I keep digging

And just call my name

Reaper

The dark drowning me

I seem unable to think too much

Prevent everything so this is my heartbeat

You pressed my lips and told me to take me away

You know we just waste the day away

Feeling used is just your own thought

Because we're always passing by

Let this all be an avalanche

All alone thinking about it

We always suddenly notice

Those sands are messing up my head

Don't need a sweater

We just need to keep it on the low

Waiting for the bells to ring, so please keep your caution

Take back the land that belongs to us

Addicted to blood, obsessed with fear

People are always thinking how to peel my skin

Countless lenses reflecting light

Get me off

Feels like a rollercoaster

Writing on pennies recording everything

When I hit a wall, I always like to deal with it alone

Miracles will happen

They didn't even reach out their hands

Feels like the bottom of the pit

I feel like we can rain-check this last bit of hypocrisy

Because Heaven doesn't exist

In my world there are only rags

To them I'm just a commodity

But there's a voice in my head

Always telling me to Carry On

The dark drowning me

Feeling immense gravity on my body

Only lullabies can make me feel at ease

Breaking through the atmosphere to escape this damn place

But shackles on my legs are holding me back

Am I going to bless them for a successful escape?

The dark drowning me

I just want to curse them

Who said death is better off

Everything will only get worse

Become a phoenix

They will only appear weaker in my eyes

This is my determined

Also a distant future

In this cosmic

My world is only dust and ugly monsters

My heart has gone numb

Rainbows are always black

That god only refuses

Life doesn't offer much opportunity

Pick up available weapons

No need for any discussion

There are many traps in front of me

Self-assured

Don't always be overborne by them

Learn to be selfish